April 24, 2010

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  one.
  I made a list of 43 things I don’t want in a guy.
  Thats a lot of negative qualities.
  Ones I found in you.

  two.
  I just want to forget about you. I wish I could be friends with you, but every time I hear your name, I still feel a little something that I can’t let go of.
  
  three.
  The bad thing about a girl with a broken heart is that she starts to hand out the pieces to anyone who comes around.

  four.
  It’s easiest when I don’t see him, I won’t deny that. But I just want to be able to see him without it hurting. I don’t want him out of my life forever. I don’t want to forget about him. I don’t want him to forget me. I really, really don’t.
  
  five.
  People hold on to things because they fear nothing that great will ever happen to them again.

  six.
  Every day I wake, I tell myself a little harmless lie: The whole world is mine.

  seven.
  Rock bottom is a good solid ground and a dead end street is just a good place to turn around.

  eight.
  Expect the best, be prepared for the worst, fuck what others think, and do your own thing.

  nine.
  Most of the time, I was a shy kid and I was afraid what I said sounded stupid, so I hardly ever said anything. I was the third wheel. Fifth wheel? I was the fucking wheel you didn’t really need, but I still hung around. I thought maybe my silence would one day impress somebody. As of yet, it hadn’t done much for me.
  
  ten.
  I hate how you think you know me. You don’t. Sure, I let down my walls and let people in, but what’s behind the wallpaper, you’ll never know.

  eleven.
  Him: Why do you give me advice about girls that aren’t you?
  Her: Because I learned a while ago that you can’t force someone to want to be with you, and that if you’re stuck being just friends with them, then that sucks, but being friends with them, especially when the friendship is as good as the one I think we have here, it’s better than not having them in your life at all.

  • 7:14 pm
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